♥ Wednesday, July 18, 2007 ♥
9:04:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
thanks to those who make the effort to wish me & celebrate my day with me
really appreciate those lil things in my life =)
i must thank my dearest sista jonathan for texting me at 11:59:37
which is 23 seconds earlier lols
& to think he sacrifice his sleep okie!
( i sound sacasatic but i'm not )
& i was surprised at that celebration at mac
thank you michelle, eileen, yee leng, theodore & najib =)
and this shall be the last post of this blog sadly
but all good things come to an end right
so there shall b an end to this=)
leave ur email if u r a frequent reader
cause it's a so-called personal blog?? =)
thanks to those who make the effort to wish me & celebrate my day with me
really appreciate those lil things in my life =)
i must thank my dearest sista jonathan for texting me at 11:59:37
which is 23 seconds earlier lols
& to think he sacrifice his sleep okie!
( i sound sacasatic but i'm not )
& i was surprised at that celebration at mac
thank you michelle, eileen, yee leng, theodore & najib =)
and this shall be the last post of this blog sadly
but all good things come to an end right
so there shall b an end to this=)
leave ur email if u r a frequent reader
cause it's a so-called personal blog?? =)
♥ Saturday, July 14, 2007 ♥
10:42:00 PM
let's see what had happened for the past few days.
okay, i went for SHS (school of health sciences) for the open house to showcase about Nursing. so it's like we get to tell those who are taking their O level this year more about nursing. Told them about the criteria to enter nursing, what we learn, what we r experiencing as a student, showed them our labs, our stimulated dummy. wells, no doubt, they r surprised when they saw those dummy. =) and they r like super shock when they know we have
too bad diana was busy & couldn't come. it'd be like damn cool la. coming to see those labs. if i knew it's so going to be like this, i guessed my JAE will be 1st choice nursing. i didn't regret choosing nursing 'tho it's like damn difficult to study for the biology. nursing IS cool! hahas! join join join~
then, ytd miss that said that we can get to learn about MEDICINE in year 2.. haha!!! i love that i guess. then whenever i go doctor then i'll know what is inside (which is just in case they want to kill me la) =P
then just now went to sentosa with my classmates, namely eileen, yeeleng and michelle. it's like i got burnt cause i think forgot to put the tanning lotion on my back! omg. its like super red now. congrats to me then.=x
i wanna learn swimming cause swimming is cool=) and i shall not drown myself to death which could be one of the ways where i choose to
somehow the past few beach going experience had never been great. i guessed that's the reason for today's mood there. there's too much things that had been in my mind. it's just so not easy to let go of certain things that have happen for the past 2oo6.
many things failed in 2oo6. had the first r/s which failed, the first quarrels btw mum & dad, getting the flu bug that stayed on for months, had to face with the long hours of class, stress of the examinations, getting tests like every day, had a major quarrel with my classmate,... i almost lost everything i had that year.. the times when i teared were like countless. each night seems like a torture.
but still, i was thankful for being able to withstand all those shits in life... i supposed they r just part and parcel of life which we had to gone through them. at least, i still had wonderful people who still keep me going.
but to lose something will mean we get to gain something. & that's right. cause i got my first job in 2oo6, had great frens, wonderful teachers who taught & guide me, managed to cope stress & graduate too.
"狂风暴雨之后, 晴天终会来临" (translated: after a heavy thunderstorm, there'll definitely be a fine day after that.) i believe in this.
to stay positive and be happy seems like something which i had to go each day. after all, not matter how happy or sad we r feeling, we still got to live on our lives. that is if we didn't kill ourselves. sometimes i feel sick & tired of pretending.
♥ Thursday, July 12, 2007 ♥
7:43:00 PM
went for jab and yea, im not dead yet. cause the nurse was a super nice one(: jab not pain some more. so good.
im looking fwd to ATTACHMENT. heh =)
♥ Wednesday, July 11, 2007 ♥
11:04:00 PM
we even had fun teaching our lecturer abt the phrase 'the big rat wants to shit'. damn funny today.
im so going to skip tmr's lecture to go tamp polyclinic for my jab cause i wont be free anymore. better get my jab soon.
training was great but im really throughly stretched today. hahas.
i think im blessed with wonderful frens=) thank God for letting me have them in the part of my life. & to minmin, i'll be fine. YOU are one nice person that make my day! =)) & jon you are too! i love u sis
♥ Tuesday, July 10, 2007 ♥
11:02:00 PM
lyn feels un-loved.
lyn wants to cry.
lyn wants to help
lyn is a nurse to be, a wonderful one
so tell lyn your problems
she might not help
but she will listen
she will give advice
she will try to put herself in your shoes.
if u don't tell her she wont know
what you are thinking;
or going through;
or feeling now.
so talk to her.
-don't leave her hanging-